words...unspoken! yet written =p

Look into my eyes and

you'll know what is on my mind

I guess I have this feeling

I just can't hide

maybe tis' the right time y

ou should find this love is burnin down inside
nothing beat us now just one step

and we'll take a vow

coz love is on the air

and i feel it right now
let me say to you the words to say

coz if you gonna hear it

it's gonna be okay
'coz you're the one I want

you're the one I love

just say it to me one more time

and expect to hear the chime

***

Keep Seeking
I keep seeking for fortune or fame
but i really seek out your name
I can't just resist
it's burnin inside
this feeling flows
down to my veins
this feeling I just can't explain
it's eerie; it's unusual to the usual
i dont know what this feeling is
but i'm quite sure you're part of this
I keep on seeking to the answer
that never been told before
to the question: what's this feeling for?
Couldn't seem to understand
neither I can withstand
but i can't just deny
this feeling made me fly
and there's no more lie
that lies beyond truth
I keep on seeking,
I never even know
that the answer is there
it's always there
It's placed inside in the heart of mine
the feeling's in my heart but the will's in my mind
I'm not quite sure, where this feeling ends.
Is't LOVE or INFATUATION?
Where's the answer to this question?
It's already there
and always been there
it's placed inside the heart of mine.
I now see and it's already clear to me
that whatever or however my heart feels
it's never been the same
It's a feeling that's eerie and full of mystery
but whateve r it is, it's just one of a kind.

***

How Can I be so Nothing?
How can I be so nothing?
When I love you so much than my self?
Isn't there such a place in your heart?
That I could see myself?
How can I be so nothing in your place,
Is this all a sudden disgrace?
How can you love me and then leave me suddenly?
How dare you do it to me!
You're so damn and dumb!
You have a heart of stone;
You always mind your own.
While me? My heart is bleeding, I'm crying in vain!
You left me so suddenly with so much pain.
I have love you more than anyone else,
And I am just nothing in your heart and even soul.
Where's the love I see before?
Where's the feeling I have feel before?
Where's all the joy, the love and care that I see?
Was it all mere and such an infatuation?
If that's so, I have fooled by you.
You've fooled me and I was such a fool.
I drown into dilution and I didn't know.
How can I be so nothing?
I know now that there's no place for me in your heart
But I was then happy that we left apart.
I think of you a hundred million times a day
Seeing you, even just a glance would make me glee.
This feeling might be mysterious and eerie
But this feeling is much dedicated to thee!
I love you so much dear,
I want you to hear,
That Love is all that matters for you and me
And it's something we can run out
Coz love flows down to your heart and veins
I promise that I'll love you now and then
'till all creatures reach ends.

***

Love Hurts
I've been in love, to a person I know
for the love and affection he show
He was there when I am sad
making me happy and glad
I thought that he was the man
but he turn into sand
When our love started to fade
And I was so afraid
He left me without a single reason
and now i learned a lesson
it's good to be inlove
but when it hurts, it's a lesson from above
'Coz when you feel hurt
when the person you love left you
You can't just dare to let go.

Why Is't so hard?
Why do I love him?
while he dont even knew me
Why do I care so much?
While he doesn't even care?
Why Is't so hard for me to love some one
who dont even like me?
Why is't so hard to accept the truth
that you were not really meant to each other?
Why is't hard to go through pain
when your heart breaks?
why is this so?
why is't hard to believe to the fact
that one must suffer to conquer and heal the scar?
who must i believe in?
why is't so hard to forget all the things
that had happened?
why? I must ask you so...

--ANGEL of MY LIFE--
01/07/'07
it's nice to see you day to day
i had a great time chatting with you
the whole day.
You told me stories about everything
and it surprised me coz somehow
we had the same experiences too.
i must be thankful that i met you
coz you became my companion all day long.
and it's really nice to be with you
we laugh together, we cry, we shout
and we even run like crazy.
it's just funny to think again the things that we've done together
i know you're more than a friend
you're more than a best friend neither
i don't think your special
I think your the most special and sentimental value in my life.
it's nice to have coffee with you
watching movies we both like
riding rides at the carnival and taking picture with funny faces after.
it's nice to dance with you at the club
and drink glasses of beer but we never drunk...
there was one time that your day turns gray
one night you call me on the phone and i heard your voice
in the other line, you seemed like crying.
i ran to your house and knock on your door.
I saw crying on the kitchen floor...
I hug you tight and held you in my arms.
I then came to realized that you have secrets you never ever told me.
and it really shocked and break me.
i can't accept it, why do you have to go away?
why is this happening to me? to us?
why does the Lord did it this way?
Isn't he happy for us? Is he mad?
God, help, why do you have to take away my most special one?
we've been through a lot and we knew each other
like for a very long time.
When I knew that you will leave me soon, I spent more hours with you
I even slept beside you and assure that you're okay.
Time came for you have to go and it's just hard for me to let go.
it's hard to go through this pain but I must suffer it...I must!
Now that you're gone, I'm all alone and lonely.
it's so sad that you weren't here...
it's just so sad that I can't spend my whole life with you.
But as long as I live, I will never ever dare to forget you.
I will always remember what you said to me; your words.
i know that you're gone but as long as I live, long live this legacy!
I know that you weren't around after all;
but i do believe that you were here as my ANGEL of my life.

<<--Giselle--<<