If ever...

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If ever…

If ever I took the UPCAT and passed it, maybe I’ll study at UP-Diliman. That’s one of my dream universities, next to San Beda College which is my number 1 dream college. If ever I’m in UP, I would have taken English Lit., not Accountancy because I knew that it would be very difficult for me, given the fact that for smart people talaga ang Accountancy and they have high standards there. Most people said that the students of UP were anti-Government or what you call subversive people…of course, you’ll get influenced by the people there with their philosophical minds plus the environment there. But given the fact that I came from a Jesuit school, I would not indulge or involve myself into rallies which the UP students is really up to. If Prayer rally, ok lang. In addition, I would still live by the principles and values which my former school taught me…to be a man for others. The Ateneo values will always be in my heart, that’s one thing for sure. One thing I like about UP is that it’s a very standard school, the best school among the best schools of Philippines.

I’m currently studying in Xavier University, a Jesuit school in Cagayan de Oro. Well, it’s a very good school, one of the top schools of the country. I love my life being a student of my school. My teachers and classmates were great—nice, kind, generous, etc. Haha. Share lang ko.

C.O.F at SM

Karl, Krisha, Mitch, and Ray

The birthday boy: Ray Josef Ramos

L-R: Karl, Me, and Kirsha

at the atrium

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This picture was taken last February 3, 2009 at SM City-Cagayan de Oro after we had our class recollection at House of Prayer, Camaman-an.

It was Ray's Birthday and he treated the C.O.F at Jollibee.

Little Miss XU High

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So Cute…and speaking of XUHS… I miss my high school life! Everything about it---friends, lunch mates, "vanity sessions", teachers, staff, Chem Lab, Computer Lab, canteen, oval, garden, Diamond, chalks, calcu, food trip, laugh trip, mcdo, Coke Float, two-column journals, six-column journals, and my beadle board(best bud jud ni)…

The Reason

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I want to tell them that maybe I can't make it

You know it's easy to say that "I can" but

Then the question is:

How can you make it?

Or

Will you make it?

My folks would always tell me

That I can surely make it

"You can do it, we know you can!"

I ponder for the thought:

"Yes I can! I know I can because I have the power to make it."

But as I go through with my life I have realized that it's not that easy.

You have to bare the load and endure the pain. You have to struggle to survive. It's not easy, I tell you.

There have been nights that I cry and pray, "Lord, just let me go through with this."

And God never let me down for he always answers my prayers.

It may be a 'yes' or a 'no'---it doesn't matter, it's still an answer.

And reality starts to unravel…how will I accept it?

I'm not ready for this although I have tried to adjust myself that this may happen or not…

win or loose, I must accept it.

The thing is, I've done my part.

I did what I suppose to do.

Now I come to know that not all of the things I want to achieve or I want to have were not meant for me. There must be a reason--a better reason than staying…

There must be a purpose…

there must be a perfect that God has in store for me.

But then, I still wish to continue and go on 'till my last stand.

Damn it!!!!

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I want to escape…I want to run away

But I just can't…I think I have an instinct

That tells me, "Look at that person!"

But my mind would say "Don't look!"

And then I end up looking at that person…

It just sucks all the time…

His stare is killing me…and I'm melting!!!

It's been four days in a row…

And I haven't seen this person for this day....

I hope I will see him down the road

Or everywhere I go… lol.

In Love...

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In Love The way I blush when I think of you, The way I smile when I remember your words- The way I almost wanna pass out when someone mentions you- The way I wanna go to bed early, Just so I can dream of you- The way I wanna hold your hand, The way I write your name on my schoolpapers- The way I wish I shared every class with you, The way my heart beats faster, And the way I feel when I imagine you with me- I'm just like every other girl, Who's ever wanted to be held by someone else- And I'm just like every story, Hoping for a love-filled ending- Because I'm human too, And I somehow still feel- After all I've been through, I still feel love- So we look like Sid and Nancy, Walking together hand-in-hand- And I couldn't have been happier, The night we met- Already sharing our life stories, I'm not alone anymore- And I love you, And you love me too...

©2008-2009 ~sleepindarkness

Seasons of Love

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Lyrics | Rent Cast - Seasons Of Love lyrics
COMPANY
525,600 minutes, 525,000 moments so dear. 525,600 minutes - how do you measure,
measure a year? In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights, in cups of coffee. In
inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife. In 525,600 minutes - how do you
measure a year in the life?
How about love? How about love? How about love? Measure in love. Seasons of
love.

SOLOIST 1
525,600 minutes! 525,000 journeys to plan. 525,600 minutes - how can you measure
the life of a woman or man?

SOLOIST 2
In truths that she learned, or in times that he cried. In bridges he burned, or
the way that she died.

COMPANY
It’s time now to sing out, tho the story never ends let's celebrate remember a year in the life of friends. Remember
the love! Remember the love! Remember
the love! Measure in love. Seasons of love! Seasons of love.



and so I like this song...i want to sing first part of the song...i like singing it over and over again. it's an old song but i like it...