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Sunday, June 29, 2008

words...unspoken! yet written =p

Look into my eyes and
you'll know what is on my mind
I guess I have this feeling
I just can't hide
maybe tis' the right time y
ou should find this love is burnin down inside
nothing beat us now just one step
and we'll take a vow
coz love is on the air
and i feel it right now
let me say to you the words to say
coz if you gonna hear it
it's gonna be okay
'coz you're the one I want
you're the one I love
just say it to me one more time
and expect to hear the chime
***
Keep Seeking
I keep seeking for fortune or fame
but i really seek out your name
I can't just resist
it's burnin inside
this feeling flows
down to my veins
this feeling I just can't explain
it's eerie; it's unusual to the usual
i dont know what this feeling is
but i'm quite sure you're part of this
I keep on seeking to the answer
that never been told before
to the question: what's this feeling for?
Couldn't seem to understand
neither I can withstand
but i can't just deny
this feeling made me fly
and there's no more lie
that lies beyond truth
I keep on seeking,
I never even know
that the answer is there
it's always there
It's placed inside in the heart of mine
the feeling's in my heart but the will's in my mind
I'm not quite sure, where this feeling ends.
Is't LOVE or INFATUATION?
Where's the answer to this question?
It's already there
and always been there
it's placed inside the heart of mine.
I now see and it's already clear to me
that whatever or however my heart feels
it's never been the same
It's a feeling that's eerie and full of mystery
but whateve r it is, it's just one of a kind.
***
How Can I be so Nothing?
How can I be so nothing?
When I love you so much than my self?
Isn't there such a place in your heart?
That I could see myself?
How can I be so nothing in your place,
Is this all a sudden disgrace?
How can you love me and then leave me suddenly?
How dare you do it to me!
You're so damn and dumb!
You have a heart of stone;
You always mind your own.
While me? My heart is bleeding, I'm crying in vain!
You left me so suddenly with so much pain.
I have love you more than anyone else,
And I am just nothing in your heart and even soul.
Where's the love I see before?
Where's the feeling I have feel before?
Where's all the joy, the love and care that I see?
Was it all mere and such an infatuation?
If that's so, I have fooled by you.
You've fooled me and I was such a fool.
I drown into dilution and I didn't know.
How can I be so nothing?
I know now that there's no place for me in your heart
But I was then happy that we left apart.
I think of you a hundred million times a day
Seeing you, even just a glance would make me glee.
This feeling might be mysterious and eerie
But this feeling is much dedicated to thee!
I love you so much dear,
I want you to hear,
That Love is all that matters for you and me
And it's something we can run out
Coz love flows down to your heart and veins
I promise that I'll love you now and then
'till all creatures reach ends.
***
Love Hurts
I've been in love, to a person I know
for the love and affection he show
He was there when I am sad
making me happy and glad
I thought that he was the man
but he turn into sand
When our love started to fade
And I was so afraid
He left me without a single reason
and now i learned a lesson
it's good to be inlove
but when it hurts, it's a lesson from above
'Coz when you feel hurt
when the person you love left you
You can't just dare to let go.

Why Is't so hard?
Why do I love him?
while he dont even knew me
Why do I care so much?
While he doesn't even care?
Why Is't so hard for me to love some one
who dont even like me?
Why is't so hard to accept the truth
that you were not really meant to each other?
Why is't hard to go through pain
when your heart breaks?
why is this so?
why is't hard to believe to the fact
that one must suffer to conquer and heal the scar?
who must i believe in?
why is't so hard to forget all the things
that had happened?
why? I must ask you so...
--ANGEL of MY LIFE--
01/07/'07
it's nice to see you day to day
i had a great time chatting with you
the whole day.
You told me stories about everything
and it surprised me coz somehow
we had the same experiences too.
i must be thankful that i met you
coz you became my companion all day long.
and it's really nice to be with you
we laugh together, we cry, we shout
and we even run like crazy.
it's just funny to think again the things that we've done together
i know you're more than a friend
you're more than a best friend neither
i don't think your special
I think your the most special and sentimental value in my life.
it's nice to have coffee with you
watching movies we both like
riding rides at the carnival and taking picture with funny faces after.
it's nice to dance with you at the club
and drink glasses of beer but we never drunk...
there was one time that your day turns gray
one night you call me on the phone and i heard your voice
in the other line, you seemed like crying.
i ran to your house and knock on your door.
I saw crying on the kitchen floor...
I hug you tight and held you in my arms.
I then came to realized that you have secrets you never ever told me.
and it really shocked and break me.
i can't accept it, why do you have to go away?
why is this happening to me? to us?
why does the Lord did it this way?
Isn't he happy for us? Is he mad?
God, help, why do you have to take away my most special one?
we've been through a lot and we knew each other
like for a very long time.
When I knew that you will leave me soon, I spent more hours with you
I even slept beside you and assure that you're okay.
Time came for you have to go and it's just hard for me to let go.
it's hard to go through this pain but I must suffer it...I must!
Now that you're gone, I'm all alone and lonely.
it's so sad that you weren't here...
it's just so sad that I can't spend my whole life with you.
But as long as I live, I will never ever dare to forget you.
I will always remember what you said to me; your words.
i know that you're gone but as long as I live, long live this legacy!
I know that you weren't around after all;
but i do believe that you were here as my ANGEL of my life.
<<--Giselle--<<

Untitled

I’m crazy for you
Touch me once
And you’ll know it’s true
I never had anything like this
You’ll feel it in my kiss…
** sa mga taong in-love **
The world is filled with love yet evil dominate/rule the land
I shouldn't be brought by my emotions
I know it's just a small thing but
it's a great thing for me
It means a lot
well...
I should work hard next time
"I did my best but I think my best wasn't good enough"
I should pass Accountancy
this is what I want
Or is this really what I want??

This Is For You

Day after day, I’m looking forward to
The moment I’ve been waiting for
And I would like to share that
Moment with you
Thanks to you who have been there for me
Thanks for the comfort you give to me
And I want to be right beside you
And I want to be always there for you
The moment I’m waiting
Is the moment with you

Leave me on a Sunday night
Take me into the morning light
When you ask me if I love you
I shouted in the sky so blue
I love you more than you know

Moment I’m waiting for
It maybe on a sunny day
In a park view café
Moment I’m waiting for
It maybe on a rainy day
It could be any day
** this poem is dedicated to the person reading this **
^_^
ingat po kayo


depression...=(

June 24, 2008
Tuesday

This is the Second day of my third week in college. Things are starting to change; pressure in my major, reality starts to unravel.

Well by the way, I’m almost late in my first subject which is Englisgh 16 section ACG. When I arrived at school, it’s already five minutes before 7:30. I tried to walk fast but I can’t because I’m having a hard time walking. I wore high heels shoes. Grrgh! My classroom was in Commerce Building, third floor, room 306. In the middle of my walk, I heard the first bell rang. So I walk up fast. I ride on the elevator…when I entered the classroom, good thing our teacher was not yet around. Haha! So happy

I had my reporting in RS… ma-remember jud and beadle…and then we had a 45-item quiz. My God, nipasar kaha ko ato nga quiz?.. I really hope so. I don’t want to fail. I want to precede in Accountancy…huhuhu.

I had my lunch at Win2x’s dormitory together with Chatty and Rody. I like it there because it’s so affordable compared at the canteen. We had a small review in accounting.

Accounting…discussion…new lesson napud…quiz about our past lesson. Wa nako kasabot doh, na-unsa naman ko ui…huhu…tabang Lord!

I’m so depressed. I’m afraid I might fail again. I don’t want to fail. My God, please let me pass. Rody, karl, rexter, Ray, Win2x and I attended the mass. YFC mass man diay…hahays… so depressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Getting Pressured

It's been three weeks since the class started. During the first week, I feel so relaxed because it's still the getting-to-know sessions. The week after, we're already discussing about our lessons. We already had a quiz. Hayz. I'm okay with my other subjects but I'm so worried with Accounting. I shouldn't have a problem with that because i already had a background on it but it's the other way around, I'm having a hard time with it. I even failed in our first quiz. Shame on me!!! I feel so disappointed and stressed..char!!! Well, this is it na talaga! I'm getting pressured na with lots of things.
I need to focus on my studies, especially on my major which is Accounting....hay buhay!

Friday, June 13, 2008

not really...excited!

back to school...and this the fourth day since the school started. This a new chapter of my story of life because I'm already in college. Yes...no time for joke because this is the preparation for the real world. My parents always told me to be serious in my studies especially that I'm taking up BS Accountancy...I knew this is quite challenging but I take this as a challenge for myself. I have to strive hard and persevere to excel in my studies...
Since ORSEM, I never had the feeling of excitement unlike before when I was still in high school, I am so excited about school even before June. Maybe because college is different from high school and I don't have to compare it...

like and dislike about college as of the moment:
One thing i like about college is that there's enough free time especially if the teacher's not around...
Even so, I don't like it when I stay up for so long in the campus without much thing to do and walking up from building to building. Well, that's college. So, I still need to adjust especially to the people and new environment. I must adapt to changes! hehehe. mao buh? . .

****dugay pa keo among next class****

World Number 1

This is it! I am so happy. Ana Ivanovis is now the number one in the Tennis Women's Single. She won as the champion in the Roland Garros 2008 French Open Women's Single against Ms. Safina. This is the third time that she fought for champion and this is her first time to get a Grand Slam Title. As a fan of hers, I hope she will still be a champion in her next game, especially in the upcoming tournament in Wimbledon. I love watching her on TV. I hope that she will beat Serena or Venus Williams or Maria Sharapova. Ivanovic rules!!!

I'm also happy that Nadal won against Federer. This is fourth time that he won the French title.
I'm really surprised to myself because I was never a tennis fan but after watching Ana Ivanovic playing on TV, I become an instant tennis fan...

until the next time.

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Ivanovic Rules

in the Roland Garros 2008 Women's single, Ana Ivanovic wins for quarter finals against Cetnovska and just this day, she eneters in the semi-finals against Schyder?...im not sure with the name of her oponnent. im just so happy that Ana did it. hopefully she will win as the champion. i know it's tough because there are great tennis players out there but i really, really, hope. i hope to see her play against venus or serena williams. the williams sisters were really, really great players.