It's killing me softly and painfully...

Please beh!!
Can anyone kill me at an instance??!!
shoot me! kill me! i'm through with this. i'm tired of this.
my heart is already broken...broken into pieces like grains of sand!!!

i'm so sick of getting F after another F. F here..F there...F anywhere!! Please beh! grbe ka F!! T__T
I'm blinded with the dark future...grrrrrr!!! Can i still recover?..Can I? Can I? How? Show me the way!!!

Okay...I know this is too much...too sickening...to painful!! But I must admit, I'm not that smart you know. My iQ is just average or maybe below average. I must admit it's shameful in my part. I must accept the facts and embrace reality. The fact is I'm not that smart and reality is, life is difficult! Who says it easy? it's never gonna be easy! never ever until forever will cease to ever!

I must see life in a positive way as I always see it. Haha.
Never look back coz yesterday's gone and look forward to a new beginning.
My professor in Law comforted us after seeing that we are lifeless and tired and feeling that we are so negative: "Class, always think positive. The problem with you is that you always think negatively. Life is indeed difficult but it's a matter of attitude. And, just pray always."
i just want to quote from yesterday's homily: "Never envy. Never despair. Never Give up. The Cross will give us hope. It will give us strenght...be positive...it's all about attitude..."
 I totally agree!!!!

just another entry

i miss my blog!!! i terribly miss writing.

I was so busy last week because of my studies(quizzes and acad stuffs) and of course, the most anticipated event of the semester, the 9th RFJPIA Convention for Region 10 & Caraga. Xavier U was the host for the said event and most of the junior and senior accountancy students in Xavier were so busy for the preparation. After all the busy works in preparation, the event came. Everyone then was so busy with lots of activities.  We went from place to place. from Xavier to Conchita to Eco Village to Xavier again, then to country village to have dinner and then to Corpus Cristi gym for the culminating event. There were lots of presentations during the culminating night which include pop dance, wannabe, singing trio and the pageant for the search for the Mr. and Miss Ambassador of Goodwill.  XU was again hailed as the over-all Champion for this year's RFJPIA (Region 10 and Caraga). Our contestants for the Mr. and Ms. Ambassadors of Goodwill won for that title. The culminating night culminated at dawn. Yes, it ended at around three o'clock in the morning. Though, the participants from Xavier and the other 22 different schools from region 10 and Caraga were still hyped up! 

Because it was already dawn, eman, tin and I have nowhere to sleep kay nasirad-an nami sa dorm. We went to Hotel Conchita and see if we can sleep there just even for an hour but to no avail. thank God, my classmates(kaye and hearty) were kind enough to invite us to sleep over at River View hotel. So, we stayed there to sleep together with our other three male classmates (me, eman, tin, kaye, hearty, cedric, popoy, and dino).

the event was a success! We all had fun albeit tiring.

KUDOS TO XU-JPIA!!!

Especially to all those who work hard during the preparation and the actual event!!

By the way, this year's theme was: Be in. Be you. Ignite the JPIAn Flame.