Kaleidoscope by Danielle Steel

Lately, I've read a book entitled 'Kaleidoscope' by Danielle Steel. It's a fiction, of course. It's about a stage actor who was once a soldier who fell in-love with a Frenchwoman named Solange when he was in France. Their love bear fruit to three wonderful daughters namely Hilary, Alexandra, and Megan Walkers.
Eventually and unfortunately, their love ended to a tragedy that changed their daughter's lives.
Alexandra and Megan were adopted by a prominent and descent families. Alexandra, for instance, live in a luxurious life.
While her sisters live in a wonder life, Hilary on the other hand experienced the other way of life. Hers was a life full of misery, dreary, and pains. It was like all the pains on the earth were filled on her. It was living in hell while still on earth. It was a total Hades!
After experiencing such pain and misery, with Hilary's persistent determination, she was able to free herself from all those kind of experience which caused her having a dark past.
She left her dark past behind; a past that she will no longer face again. She is ready to face a new world; hoping that she will find her sisters, Alexandra and Megan, and reunite with them.

To be continued...

Actually I am not yet finish reading. Haha. I just want to share the first past. It was a poignant story. It really made me cry especially in the part of Hilary's life.

Still Lucky...I feel so blessed!

I've been having a hard time in coping up with my major subject. I always had the urge and determination of passing it but it turned to a failure (but not all). Failure; such a lonely and dreadful word! A challenging subject plus a terror teacher is equal to a total nosebleed. I've been using the term 'nosebleed' ever since I started college. They always use it to describe a crucial condition especially in our department where our condition/situation is always crucial.

The result of my latest quiz was a failure. before I receive it, I already had in my mind that it's failed yet I still hope that it pass. My heart broke out like a glass broken into million pieces when I saw my very low score. I felt so hopeless and 'twas like the end of my future...my goal...my career...I really thought that I am already out of the passing list but when sir announced the passers, I was really surprised when I heard my name. I still pass in the passing list? I am supposedly out since the last test and I still passed now that I failed again? How come? I never mind to ask myself further...I just want to feel the moment of total bliss...the moment of reality! Haha. =)

I am still lucky. I feel so blessed! After having such low grades, I still passed. I think I deserve it. I am always so determined to pass and not just pass but to excel. I felt that God never leave me and I know He never will. And as the song goes "God will make a way where there seems to be no way. He works in ways, we cannot see, He will make a way for me". I believe in the saying that goes "Nasa Diyos ang awa, nasa tao ang gawa."

Prayer plus labor is equal to success!

Mood: My mood is just usual but I feel terribly cold! Yes, it's so cold here in the internet room of XU...I'm freezing!!!
Weather: It just rain.

I feel nervous for the result of our recent test in accounting. I knew I'll fail in that but hopefully I will not because if ever I fail in that, I will be not in the list anymore. Meaning, I will not be one of those who pass.
I just want to feel a little spark in my heart.

A Little Spark

Have a Break...(have a Kit-Kat)

For the past few days
there have been things
I wish to do but I haven't done
it's due to my hectic schedule
everybody seems to be so busy
there's a work especially in school
and I'm so glad that we didn't
have a class last Thursday and Friday
and we had a SBM black party last
wednesday...
Atlast, I have given myself a break
Free from worries and problems
I didn't think of my problems
especially which deals with my studies
I just eat,sleep, and watch TV
I felt it was summer
I miss summer
especially the beach
you know i really love the beach,
and the sand too...

I enjoyed the two class holiday...
i know it's not enough to
give a satisfying break
but at least it freed me
from any school problems
we had an assignment but I didn't think
of it as for the moment
all I want is to enjoy
'cause I know that when
classes is on again
we'll be bombarded with lots,
and lots of school work
especially that midterm is
only a week away.
and i know it's gonna be
a crunching time.
So good luck to me
and to my blockmates...
batchmates...
co-SBM...
and to all students
haha.


SO...
Have a Break. Have a Kit-Kat.

Uhm, I didn't ate chocolate.
it's been like years since I last tasted Kit-Kat.
Haha.


so far...so good...but not quite...

Abba

For the past few weeks, I've been listenning to the music of Abba. I really love their music. I love classic hits. Since ASAP introduced/promoted the movie, Mama-Mia!, I began to sing their songs. Mama-Mia is a movie not about Abba but rather a musical, comedy, and romantic movie with the songs of Abba. I think two of the lead male performers of the band, Bjorn and Benny, produced the movie. There's a revival of the song Mama Mia and I really love to heart every time the FM station plays it on the radio. Well actually, I love the group ever since before. We even had a dance number of Mama when I was still in grade three. Some of my favorite songs were Mama Mia, Dancing Queen, Chiquitita, Take a Chance on Me, and Thank you for the music. To give you a bit of information of the group, Abba was one of the most successful bands i the 1970's. The band was first noted with their winning piece, "Waterloo", in the Eurovision Singing contest. They originated in Sweden(yes, they're Swede). The band was formed in the year 1973 with its two lead females siongers, Agnetha Faltskog and Anna-Frid Lyngstad, and two lead male composers-performers, Bjorn Ulvaeus and Benny Andersson. Abba disbanded in 1981 and there was a series of revival of their songs. Though there were some revivals, I will still stick with the original because I really, really love the voice of the two lead female singers especially Agnetha.

Lately, I bough a DVD in Divisoria entitled 'Abba in Concert' and I've been watching and listenning to it over and over again! I really love it and it's worth the money. I'm grateful that there's a bad formed Abba. I really love their kind of music--pop yet harmonic.

So I say thank you for their music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing. Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty, what would life be without a song or a dance what are we? o I say thank you for the music for giving it to me.

Exam in RS

We will have our RS exam later on and here I am, surfing the net. I studied last night but I don't know if I absorb what I read.
Hope I can still get it right.